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"Well Sakura, now that you are here, what would you like to do this week?" asked Felicia. Sakura had come to visit her older sister and stay for a week since her parents had gone away for a second Honeymoon. She had been wanting to spend some time with her big sister and Felicia didn't mind this either, as she and Sakura had always got along well (there had been occasional fights but this was normal.)
Sakura acted a little
nervous to tell her sister what she wanted to do. "Well, there was
something..." she began, blushing.
"Well, then, what is
it?" Felicia asked.
"Umm...well...remember when we were little, when Mom and Dad would go
and you would baby-sit me in the evenings?"
"Sure, I remember,"
used to play this game, where we would pretend I was still a baby,"
course!" Felicia exclaimed. "You were so cute when we played that.
Jeez...you used to practically beg me to play it with you every time
out somewhere. You could have only been about three or four then..."
"I was SEVEN,"
Sakura replied indignantly.
Felicia tried not to giggle at how offended Sakura sounded. She
being a little girl herself and knew better than to insult Sakura by
was younger than her ten years...excuse me...ten and a HALF years. But
was growing up so fast. That was one of the reasons Felicia was happy to
her with her this week...she felt like she was missing out on her
whole life. "Anyway, why do you bring it up?" she asked, more to make
Sakura forget the age issue than anything else.
took a deep breath...
"Well, I kinda would
like to play that again."
Felicia just looked at
her. Sakura reddened. "Umm...like we used to. You know?" She
began to try to explain herself.
Felicia was quiet for a
second, amused by her sister's sudden embarrassment. "But Sis...I used
put a diaper on you!" Felicia giggled.
was Sakura's only answer.
Felicia stared, the answer
becoming clear to her. "You...er...you WANT me to put you in
DIAPERS?" she asked, wanting to be sure.
Sakura nodded, thinking
this may not have been such a great idea after all. She was about to DIE
embarrassment, and wished she hadn't brought it up at all. "Never
mind," she said. "It was just a dumb idea."
said. Sakura looked up hopefully. "I mean...not a TOTALLY dumb
idea..." Felicia went on. Treating her baby sister like....well like a
BABY sister appealed to her. "But a couple rules." She grinned;
Sakura was all ears.
"First, if we play
it, we do the whole time...no part time baby. If you are a baby, you are
ALL the time. If you want to stop, we will stop, but no more after
Sounded reasonable enough.
"Second, you will use
the diapers, and I will change you. JUST like a real baby." Sakura
hesitant on that one. "Diapers cost a lot of money, Sis. I don't want
to just go to waste." Finally, Sakura assented. She knew she would in
end anyway. She missed this little game more than anything else for some
she didn't understand. And so did Felicia - she could tell.
"Third, I will give
you your baths, and you will drink from a baby bottle and wear a bib.
have real food." She giggled at the relief written all over Sakura's
They had used baby food in their little games a few years before, and
detested the taste of it! She WOULD have required it this time, but she
it wasn't nutritious enough. "You may walk, and you may talk like a
up. You can go to big kid movies with me this week. But for all intents
purposes, you are a baby," Felicia explained.
she stopped. "Well....FOURTH is a surprise," she said mysteriously.
"Do you agree to all the terms?"
Sakura was more than a
little apprehensive about "FOURTH"; however, she nodded her agreement.
"Good! Then it is
settled. Lets see if you brought anything with you to wear that is a bit
your age," Felicia said, opening Sakura's suitcase.
Sakura had packed her suitcase
with certain clothes in hopes that she would get her way. She had
two very infantile sleepers she never wore anymore, and two or three
childish T Shirts. She had packed a pair of overalls as well, and it was
Felicia now held up with a smile.
"Ahh," she said.
"Just what the doctor ordered!" She picked Sakura up and plopped her
on her back on the bed.
struggled to sit up.
Felicia put her hands on
her hips. "I thought some little girl wanted to play baby!" she said.
"Since when do babies dress themselves?"
"Oh...yeah," she relented, laying back down submissively.
Felicia smiled and removed
Sakura's shoes, jeans, and blouse. She replaced the blouse with a
that had Sailor Chibi Moon on it, and then picked up the overalls, but
and "gasped" in mock horror.
"Oh dear!! These will
NEVER do," she teased, taking hold of Sakura's panties, and pulling them
gently off, making Sakura blush harder than she ever had before. "Baby
might wet herself....lets see if Big Sister has any diapers for
you!" She rummaged in the closet. "Yae used to baby-sit a
lot," she said as she looked. Yae was Felicia's former room mate. "I
think she left something here....oh! Here it is!"
She emerged from the
closet triumphantly grasping a handful of what Sakura knew must be cloth
diapers. There were only three of them and Felicia folded them all
slid them under Sakura. She had baby pins also, and she pulled the
through Sakura's legs and fastened them expertly. "I don't have any
waterproof panties, Sis, so try and be a big girl 'til we can get to the
and by some real diapers for you, ok?" Sakura just smiled now.
Felicia slid the overalls
up over Sakura's diapers. "Well," she pointed out, "If you DON'T
wait, I will have to change your diaper while we are out and then your
will be wet...you'll have to walk around in just your diapers." Sakura
decided to be a big girl at least a little longer.
said, giving her now much younger looking sister a firm but loving pat
bottom. "Time to go!"
realized. "What does she mean, Go? Go WHERE?"
Felicia grabbed her purse,
took Sakura by the hand, and practically dragged her out the door.
"If I'm to have a baby this week, I need some supplies!" she
explained to the look on Sakura's face. She helped Sakura get into the
then buckled her seat belt for her. During the drive, Felicia looked
her sister, giggled, and reached into her pocket. Next thing Sakura
had a purple pacifier stuck in her mouth.
Felicia stated, watching carefully for her response. "You agreed to all
the terms!" Sakura, determined that Felicia would not get the best
of her, leaned back and calmly sucked on her pacifier.
They drove to the
Supermarket first, and of course Sakura found herself in the baby seat
shopping cart. She felt rather odd and out of place (it had been more
years since she had occupied this seat), but barely anyone even looked
as Felicia made her way (SLOWLY, Sakura felt) through the aisles.
When they finally got to
the baby supplies aisle, the cart started to fill up. Several baby
few cans of baby food ("But you SAID I could eat REAL food," Sakura
had complained, but was told that this baby food was for snacks....and
formula and the jar of Gerber's Peas was in case she was bad. MILDLY
very bad would get her a session over her sister's knee.), bibs, baby
baby powder and lotion, and of course, Felicia found that Pampers size
would fit Sakura quite well. Two large packages went into the cart.
"Isn't 72 diapers an
awful lot for just a week?" Sakura asked around her pacifier, but
just smiled and patted her on the head, and ignored the question.
When they went through the
checkout stand the cashier gave Sakura the kind of smile grown ups use
very young children. "Hi there, Sweetheart. Aren't you just an absolute
What's your name?" she asked in a patronizing voice.
Sakura blushed profusely
and looked at her shoes. "Sakuwa," she said, her lisp coming from the
fact that she tried to speak with the pacifier in her mouth. The cashier
thought it was the cutest thing, and even Felicia was doing her best not
embarrass poor Sakura any more since the cashier was doing a good job of
all by herself.
"And how old are you,
Sakura?" the cashier went on. "Surely these diapers can't be for
you!" she winked.
Felicia stepped in and
saved her sister. "Oh, she doesn't really look her age. (This was
true....Sakura at this point definitely did not resemble a 10 year old.)
"And the diapers are just a precaution....I think she's pretty well
trained now, but, no sense in taking any chances!" Sakura breathed a
of relief...problem solved, and she didn't even have to lie!
"Ain't that the
truth?" The cashier commented. "Jeez...I have a brother who is ten
and wets his bed all the time. I wish Mom would just put him back in
Who needs the hassle?" By this time the items were rung up and
bagged, so Felicia paid, and they went out to the car, put the bags in
seat, and Felicia helped Sakura into the car and did her seatbelt for
Sakura was pretty pleased
with herself. She had survived her ordeal in public and came away
But it was just beginning, she found out, as Felicia started the car and
"Now! On to the Mall!"
Sakura was not pleased
with this turn of events. First they had gone to the Supermarket, and
though she thought she might die from the embarrassment at the time, she
realized it wasn't really all that bad. But then, when she thought she
could relax now, Felicia decided they would go to the mall, and now
walking with her into the mall. This wouldn't have been too bad, but
Felicia was carrying a diaper bag slung over her shoulder that she had
bought and stocked with supplies they had bought in the supermarket. And
things off, Sakura was beginning to feel the need to use the
had promised Felicia she would not use while she was a baby. She decided
"Uhh...um...'Licia?" Sakura started.
Felicia looked down to her sister with a smile.
she blushed, while Felicia simply waited for her to answer. "I...I
gotta go to the bathroom!" She rushed out the last part of the sentence.
seemed somewhat surprised for a moment. "Oh...well jeez...don't go in
those diapers I put on you this morning. They'll soak through without
panties and we don't have any other clothes for you yet." Sakura had
no intention of doing that anyway, although she had a feeling she would
using a toilet either. "There's a restroom, and look, they even have a
separate room for changing babies," Felicia said, taking Sakura by the
Before she knew for
certain that's what they were doing, Sakura found herself in the baby
room. Her cheeks burned hotly as she noted she was at least six years
than any of the others being changed. And there was a boy about her age
as well; he was cute too! Sakura felt a mixture of emotions at the
him seeing her have her diapers changed.
To Felicia's credit, she
definitely noticed her sister's embarrassment because of the boy, and
for them to leave before she proceeded to spread the changing pad that
stored in the diaper bag on the changing counter. "Ok, Sis, up you
go!" she said, lifting Sakura under her armpits onto the counter. Once
was on the counter, Felicia made quick work of undoing the overalls, and
working them down to uncover the thick cloth diapers, which by now had
loose and were starting to slip a bit.
"Gee - I'm sorry Sis.
That can't be very comfortable anymore," Felicia apologized. Sakura
her head. "Well, not to worry. These will be MUCH better," Felicia
cooed, drawing out one of the thick Pampers diapers. She unpinned the
diapers and slipped them off Sakura, then unfolded the back of the
smiling, lifted Sakura under her legs and slipped the diaper under her.
She then got out the baby powder, and sprinkled it liberally, stopping
smooth it into her "baby" sister's skin. Sakura liked the
feeling and smiled contentedly, slipping her thumb into her mouth and
oblivious now to the others in the room. Felicia smiled at this
reaction, and pulled the diaper up snugly between her sister's legs,
across the front, and taped it with the refastenable tabs. She then
checked around the legs and waist for gaps, and once she was satisfied
weren't any, she pulled Sakura's overalls back into place and refastened
"All done!" She
lifted Sakura to the floor and leaned down to whisper in her ear, "Now,
just like a real baby. I'll change your diapers when you need
changed." She packed up the changing supplies, slipped the dry cloth
diapers into the diaper bag as well, and washed her hands at the sink,
leading Sakura out of the changing room and back into the mall.
Sakura was getting used to
the new feelings that these disposable diapers presented while she
beside Felicia. They were thick, and made her feel funny between her
especially as she tried to walk, and Sakura decided they were ALSO cozy,
and very comfortable. She was so engrossed in sorting out her feelings
that she didn't realize what Felicia was doing until it was already
Felicia said to her, opening up the front of the stroller. Sakura stared
her. She had to be kidding. She wasn't. "C'mon Sis, I don't have all
day," Felicia said, deciding to give Sakura a little "help" and
urging her into the stroller seat. "Well, actually, I guess I DO have
day..." she mused, mostly to herself, and giggling at her own sense of
humor while Sakura rolled her eyes.
"Felicia, I don't
need a stroller," she began, but Felicia stopped her with a finger on
"EVERYTHING I tell
you, remember?" she reminded her. Sakura sighed in resignation and
down in her stroller seat. "That's better. Wouldn't want to have to
you in the middle of the mall now would we?" she teased, while Sakura's
eyes got big and round. "It was a joke Sis...lighten up," she soothed
her. She pulled the center belt up and the side belts around and buckled
as Sakura felt her need to go to the bathroom grow stronger. Finally,
locked the front bar into position. Sakura noticed how well she actually
into this stroller, while Felicia told her, "I noticed you had a little
trouble walking with your diapers on. Also, my legs are a LOT longer
yours, and we can get around faster this way, plus when you do a lot of
your diapers tend to bunch and very possibly leak," she explained.
"Besides, it's cute." Sakura blushed but also smiled.
They walked around the
mall and it was rather obvious that both sisters were enjoying
much. Felicia like having her sister around, and having someone depend
her like this, and Sakura liked having her big sister to take care of
was also drinking in the attentions other shoppers were lavishing on
isn't she just the cutest!" was not an uncommon comment from them.
realized she never got this much attention when she went shopping as a
(although, Felicia could tell, in a few years she would be getting a lot
attention wherever she went - from boys).
After a while, Sakura
blushed again as she realized she was now going to have to use her
had to concentrate a little on it, but found it surprisingly easy,
since she was sitting down right now. The pee came rushing out of her
filled her diaper, sending warm tingling through her as it splashed out,
causing her to gasp a bit. Felicia had seen and recognized the far-away
expression on her little sister's face as she started to pee her diaper,
had to stifle a few giggles as she saw her gasp from the experience.
heard the stifled giggles. "Hey! Are you laughing at me?" she pouted.
"Oh NO! Not at
all! I was just noticing how cute you were, that's all," Felicia
used as an excuse. It seemed to work.
Sakura began to squirm a
bit. Dry diapers had one feeling; wet diapers was definitely another.
they felt kind of good at first, now they were becoming slightly cold
feeling, and Sakura also feared how squishy they felt...what if she
Felicia noticed the
squirming, cleared her throat, and tried to speak without giggling
"Er..something wrong, Sis?" she asked innocently.
Sakura looked up at her
somewhat pleadingly. "Kinda..." she answered. Her eyes were pleading
with Felicia not to make her tell her.
Felicia decided Sakura
really was being very good about this whole thing, so she didn't make
her what was wrong. "Looks like my baby sister needs her diaper
changed," she said, quietly, with a smile. Sakura nodded quickly.
They returned to the baby
changing room; this time they were alone. Felicia undid Sakura from the
stroller, spread out the changing pad, and put her on the counter, once
undoing the overalls. "Ok, this could get real old, real fast!" she
commented as the overall strap got stuck. "We need to get you some more
She finally got the
overalls down and untapped the diaper, smiling slightly as she removed
Sakura shivered as open air touched her skin. She quickly took out the
wipes and cleaned her well. "So...what do you think?" she asked her,
as she prepared a new diaper.
"Oh, don't play
innocent with me, Sis." She slipped the new diaper under her and
her. "I see your expression out there and you are playing to the crowd.
You're loving this aren't you?" She taped the new diaper in place,
it, and redid Sakura's overalls.
"'Bout as much as YOU
are," Sakura answered her coyly.
Felicia remarked. "No doubt who's sister you are!" She finished
cleaning up and tossed the wet diaper into the trash can before washing
hands. Sakura sat back down in her stroller without even having to be
and managed to fasten the belts herself. "What a good girl!" Felicia
praised her, locking the front bar back on and then leaving the
"Hmm...are you hungry?" Sakura had seen her
favorite food place in the food court and was watching it, it seemed to
Felicia, with unblinking eyes. Good thing she promised Sakura she could
kids food. Without waiting for an answer (she didn't really need one,
face said it all), she wheeled the stroller up to the counter. Sakura
and clapped her hands happily, like any other happy toddler.
Now Felicia asked her what she wanted, and
her, as usual. "That felt a little out of place," thought Felicia,
but she shrugged it off and ordered for Sakura and herself. She had
Sakura big kids food, Sakura was being good, and she was going to keep
promise. And besides, it made Sakura very happy, and she was happy
Nevertheless, she had NOT
promised Sakura HOW she would eat. And so they found a table and, to
embarrassment, a high chair. That wasn't all either...after she was put
high chair, Felicia tied a BIB around her neck, and put her drink in a
And THEN she even fed her. At least it was good. And it was also kind of
thing she had on a bib, she noted, as some food splashed down on it.
Maybe the bottle wasn't such a bad idea either, she had to admit, when
knocked it over and it didn't spill. She was forever spilling her
As other shoppers went by and smiled at Sakura,
to get over her previous embarrassment. And she realized that as long as
drink was in a bottle, and she in the stroller, she could take the drink
the stores and no one would say anything. She could get a refill. This
precisely what she asked Felicia for as they left the food court, and
obliged. "You're going to soak your diaper, Sis," she warned her with
a slight hint of a smile, but Sakura didn't care. She loved Coke.
note: I once mentioned Pepsi to Sakura, and she told me she would rather
potty trained than to drink that stuff!! So I put Coke here instead.)
The next places they went were the children's
stores, since Felicia insisted Sakura needed some new clothes. Sakura
rode in the stroller and wondered what other things this week had in
her...so much had already happened.
Sakura found that riding
in the stroller wasn't half bad. She didn't have to run like she usually
keep up with Felicia's much longer strides, and she was secretly
so secretly to Felicia) enjoying playing the "cute toddler girl" role
for other shoppers.
They first went to Kids R Us, and Felicia asked
what size she was, to which Sakura shrugged. "I'm just a baby, how
I know?" she teased in reaction to her sister's slightly annoyed look.
Felicia quickly sized up her sister with her eyes and guessed on a size.
would try it on her and if it didn't fit, they would get another size.
Luckily Sakura was still pretty small, and there was plenty of toddler
clothing that would fit her. Felicia went about finding the most
youngish-looking clothes, while Sakura watched on, noting some outfits
approval by clapping her hands, and others with disapproval by frowning
saying "yuk!" The only outfit they disagreed on was the dress with
the matching ruffled panties under it. The dress was so short the
surely show, and Felicia could tell they would stretch enough to cover
diaper. Sakura just KNEW if Felicia got it, she would make her wear it
somewhere, but she had agreed to do EVERYTHING she was told, so she
the argument, but decided to pout about it all the same.
About the time they had
several suitable outfits and headed for the changing room, Sakura
the effects of all the soda she drank. Since she had already wet her
once today, and it wasn't that bad, she went ahead and emptied her
without thinking much about it. Felicia noticed the wet diaper as she
Sakura into different outfits in the changing room, but it didn't look
it looked like it could hold another wetting before needing changed, and
were a couple more stores she wanted to get to today.
As it turned out, Felicia
had a good eye for size, and most of the clothes fit Sakura. They
(actually, FELICIA decided, but she let Sakura think she was deciding)
couple, and of course Felicia slipped the dress in as well, and then
to Sears to check out the Children's section there. In Sears, Sakura
her diaper, this time very heavily. She could feel the squishiness of
diaper but didn't say anything to Felicia about it. Felicia found out
took Sakura to the changing rooms and helped her out of the stroller.
uhoh?" Sakura asked, although she feared she already knew. She could
two large wet spots near the backs of her legs, and she knew the diaper
cover her that far down.
honey, but your diaper leaked. You must have had to go pretty bad,"
Felicia told her. She put her on the bench in the changing cubicle and
changed her soaked diaper right there. Then she folded Sakura's overalls
put them in the diaper bag. She tried a few more outfits on Sakura, they
a few to buy, and then Felicia motioned for Sakura to get back in the
"But...'Licia..." she said worriedly, "You forgot to put my
pants back on!"
"I can't put these
back on you," Felicia explained. "The diaper leaked on them, and they
are all wet in the back. Don't worry, lots of babies go out wearing just
diaper and a shirt. I'm sure no one will say anything."
didn't like that idea. "What about one of the new outfits?"
"Can't. If they see you go in here with one outfit and out with another, they will think we are trying to steal something from the store." In reality, Felicia knew that she probably could put one of the new outfits on Sakura, and no one would say anything. But she also felt like this would let Sakura see that she wouldn't let anything bad happen to her, and this would help her get through her last stages of embarrassment, so that she wouldn't spend the whole week fretting and being embarrassed. She smiled as Sakura climbed into the stroller, her thick Pampers diaper now visible to anyone who cared to look.
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